CRUMMY. That's how I feel today.

I just want the opportunity to express how NEGATIVELY crummy I feel. I think I just botched up my job as student assistant to Ma'am Ramos. I wasn't able to take care of the records she entrusted to me the whole summer -- and no matter how I look at it and think of excuses -- I got shy poking around important documents in the admin during summer 'coz she wasn't around -- it all boils down to the fact that I failed to live up to my promise. And to think I managed to get myself a research job over the summer and take perfectly care of it. Nothing like a disappointing performance to spoil an otherwise perfectly fine day.

I feel affected 'coz I can't seem to put on a good face in front of Ma'am Ramos. And to think she might be my next design prof or something. Geez. It does reflect on my character, the way I didn't take care of that job.

Crummy.

Bummer. =(