5.30.2005

Feelings.

Sad… because I feel helpless to help him.

Happy… because I saw the view at Ayala Greenfields. For a while, I thought I was in heaven.

Tired… of work. Of worrying. Of being scared of what people might think.

Worried… of not meeting the expectations of the people around me.

...Been running so long
I've nearly lost all track of time
In every direction
I couldn't see the warning signs
I must be losin' it
'Cause my mind plays tricks on me
It looked so easy
But you know looks sometimes deceive...

-- Head Over Heels, The Go go's