UPDATE

I don't know when I transformed into such a jaded individual. Or such a nutcase. I think I've been ranting and ranting about how...I managed to dig myself into a hellhole (in My's words) and sadly still, my self-proclaimed decision to stay there.

I'm a sucker for pain, I know.

Maybe I should look into the bright side...what bright side? I don't want to feel guilty about ranting in my own blog...

So sue me.