IT’S ALL IN MY MIND.
Once again, it’s Friday. I was supposed to leave earlier than my usual because I wanted to enjoy early nighttime Friday at home, but then again I got affected by the people in the office…I can’t help but pitch in to help them out.

*Sigh*

I wish everyday was a Friday night. It’s only when I started working when I began to realize how important Fridays are. It’s truly a luxury just letting things be. I don’t feel obligated to think about anything or anyone…well, at least people I deal with professionally.

Hehe.

Random things on top of my head:

#1 I think I should treat myself to a hair relax (tama ba yung term? I'm so clueless, I swear). The little-girl-lost look worked during my college years…hmmm…but it doesn’t jive with my uniform/s in the office. Everyday seems like a bad hair day – doesn’t match the supposedly “professional” look I should project. Hmmm…tomorrow should be a good time.

…Or should I grow my hair longer first? Right now it just went past my shoulders.

#2 Marvin said he had a hard time during the board exams. Shucks.:( Hopefully it would go from worse to better.

#3 Any solutions for corns? As much as I hate to admit this, I do have, no thanks to high heels.

#4 I’m excited to start reading a book about Norman Foster’s works that I borrowed from Meg. Inspiration! I should do more to feed my mind.

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One random thought that isn’t really random is the fact that…oftentimes I just feel like going through the motions…that I’m searching for something that I still can’t pinpoint what.

Why is that?

I work 8 (or so) hours a day, 5 (or 6) times a week, with 48 (or less) hours of free days called weekends…my mood these days…as much as I want to have a diversion – aka “life” – I want a break – aka rest – from my real life.

…To simply let things be…just like what I wrote in the second paragraph of this entry.

Is this part of soul searching? To want to stare at the 4 corners of the wall in my room?

Maybe the challenge is to find inspiration for higher learning even being far away from the four walls of the classroom…

Dunno.