2.28.2003

SLEEP INDEED DOES WONDERS. This morning, I woke up feeling pretty wretched. I don't know why, but I kept praying that it would go away. I didn't have any afternoon class today, and I just felt like resting. Plus, my philo class was really a non-existent one, thanks to my "prof" who feels like a student that was 5 years too late.

But I still had to drag myself to school because this particular teacher doesn't give any warnings as to when he would not feel like showing up, and I figured we would have to catch up since March is just around the corner and we HAVEN'T DISCUSSED ANYTHING YET. So there, I went.

My efforts were wasted. For the nth time he didn't show up. Another wasted morning. I should have just stayed home.

So, what's the relation to sleep? Anyway, I was really feeling crummy and all. Irate was written all over my face. There are tons of work to be done and there I was wasting my time and all, so I just decided to go home. It was the first time I went home with the sun really high up since this year started, so it was, in a way, accomplishment.

And I had siesta for the first time since Christmas vacation.

***

Well, after I woke up, the work was still there, but I felt a whole lot better. I feel way more positive right now. And I could think more clearly.

I hope I could have this luxury more often.

Are you sleep deprived?

2.27.2003

My ideal mate is Aragorn!
Aragorn


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I REALLY SHOULD STOP TAKING THESE QUIZZES.

My ideal mate is Aragorn!
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I REALLY SHOULD STOP ANSWERING THESE QUIZZES.

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2.26.2003


Which Cowboy Bebop Character are You like?
Takes other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

2.25.2003

I give up! Anyone who reads this blog must be content with visiting Harland's website!

HANGOVER. Geez. A week after I watched Sorority Boys and I still haven't had my fill of seeing Barry Watson Michael Rosenbaum and Harland Williams in drag! What's wrong with me? I saved the movie on my pc, and now, before I do something on the computer, I MUST watch the movie first to get going.

Geez.

Oh well, to counter this very unproductive state that I'm in, I must finish some perspectives for design class.

Another geez.

2.23.2003

I'm still waiting that CAD file from Carlo. Hmm...


Which Rock Chick Are You?


2.21.2003

IMAGINE you manning a ticket booth to a concert. You've been on duty for quite sometime when you had to go to the bathroom. You ask a friend to take your place for a while as you go inside for a potty break. Then, moments later, a sickening squeal of tires would lead you to find a car turning turtle down the road, plowing the ticket booth and the people guarding it.

You have been minutes away from tragedy.

***

It just jolted my senses, hearing this story. Last Tuesday, a freak accident happened in campus outside the Kamia Residence Hall. A BMW came crashing down the street right outside the dorm, critically injuring 3 people and hurting 2 others. The victims were Kamia residents who were just outside the dorm, guarding the ticket booth to Kamia's 'Death to Pop' concert. As reports go, the drivers who were behind the wheel were drunk. Some people said they were really going fast, probably beyond 100 kph. Anyway, they were trying to avoid a tricycle/pedicab when they swerved and turned turtle.

And they were inside the campus.

I feel very much for the victims. I don't know them, but hearing the story just made my stomach turn. I mean, what happened to them was nothing short of horrible. And last I heard, one person already died. They were just innocent bystanders minding their own business, then suddenly this mad car from nowhere bore down and even took one of them.

The driver, a rich kid, just got off with a light bail. I heard the bail was around Php 8,000. Where's the justice in that?

***

Looking from the perspective I pointed out earlier, what if you were the friend that got away from the scene? I heard this story from a friend, a dormer who lived at Sampa, the dorm beside Kamia Residence Hall. The girl reportedly cried because she was supposed to be the one at the scene.

I guess it was one of those situations where you aren't really sure of how you are supposed to feel. You don't know whether to feel thankful for escaping such disaster or sorrow for someone who shouldn't have been there in the first place.

It just got me thinking. It set off a lot of whys. The circumstances are just unbelievable. I mean, who goes beyond 100 kph on a school road? I mean, we're not talking about a national road here! And what about pedicabs and tricycles in UP? They are not common site in the acad oval and areas near it. And its not everyday that lots of people loiter around Kamia and Sampa.

A lot of musings entered my mind. Why was that girl able to escape death while the other didn't? Why of all places was the road outside Kamia scene for such tragedy? Why them? It all seemed unjust. At one point, I was inclined to believe that some greater force was behind all this. I don't know how or why the reasons for such, but there must be something behind it or else everything that happened wouldn't just make sense.

The incident also got me thinking about the brevity of life, of how finite we are in this universe's existence. Only one whiff and, puff!, we're gone. Then my mind wandered about justice. Where is justice in this world? Why did that irresponsible kid got off so lightly? Just because his family was influential?

In a way, I am questioning about why God let this happen, but this is not to say that I am blaming God for what happened. Of course, my philosophy teacher would vehemently argue with me. Question God! Question justice!

Of course, I have no answer for this. I am still trying to figure out what just happened.

The girl who reportedly died was a bright student. How sad that she had to go that way.

2.20.2003

MUMTY'S SCHEDULE FOR TODAY IN PAST TENSE.

5:45 a.m. Cleared the cobwebs off my eyes; Charged phone (even if only for an hour and my charger's not the fast one - takes 4 hours for a full charge.)

6:15 a.m. Dallied a bit. Read the newspaper for another dose of bad news.

6:45 a.m. Just finished taking a shower. Chose my fave peasant-looking (or something nearly close to paisley) brown skirt and white top to wear today.

7:05 a.m. Out the door by this time.

8:30 a.m. Made it just in time for the convocation ceremonies for UP's University Scholars. (I dropped that piece of news in my last blog.) Saw Rish, Mike Go, and the other awardees for architecture huddled in one corner of UP's film center. Found a seat and got settled.

9:00 a.m. Malou Mangahas, editor-in-chief of the Manila Times (or at least that was what I remembered), delivered a rousing speech on being a UP student/activist. Something about being an activist not detering oneself from excelling in school, and vice versa.

9:30 a.m. The awarding began.

10:00 a.m. The UP Concert Chorus sang in the intermission number. Rey Rombabwa had a solo - he sang 'Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin.' Go Rey!=D

10:30 a.m. The convocation ends. Snapshots were taken.

11:00 a.m. Pushed away the remains of my macaroni lunch.

11:30 a.m. Saw Joyce outside the CS building. Entered with her to class.

12:30 p.m. Fell asleep somewhere between trying in vain to listen to the reporters in STS and rewriting my lighting (arch 47) notes.

1:45 p.m. Finally in arki. Worked with Joyce on proposal for STS final paper in CADLAB.

3:30 p.m. Sir Silvestre's class. Had reporting of different districts for today. One group discussed Intramuros and the other discussed Malate. Just had to laugh at the Malate group. The presentation of the report had sleazy overtones, (obviously refering to Malate's [former] seedy joints) featuring pictures of popular motels and the like. The laser pointer image of a reclining woman was just too much!=D

4:30 p.m. Left UP.

6:45 p.m. Arrived home. Geez.=(

8:24 p.m. Enjoying what's left of the New York cheesecake generously given to us by the kind neighbor who lived along our street.

What a day. It helps to have a positive mindset. It actually grants you a cheesecake.=D

2.19.2003

THINGS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND.

1. I just spent a sizable chunk of my time cleaning out the drawers of TFA's EdRes Com, and I think I just spent that sizable chunk merely redistributing the junk. (Gee, that rhymes!) I was bent on throwing out really old exams, reviewers, etcetera, but when I got around to looking at them, I just got frustrated. I don't know which ones to throw out! Most of the subjects in architecture don't really give out exams and quizzes, so the 'sample exams' in the arki subject envelopes turned out to be old research papers and plates that I had doubts of throwing away. I think I spent half the time groaning where to place them! Oh well, I was able to throw out less than a quarter of the papers. Anyway, I just have to go back to them some other the time before my term ends to replace the dilapidated envelopes which contained the papers.

2. Yesterday, I was able to borrow a copy of Jennifer Lopez 'The Wedding Planner' and view it. Oh wow. Matthew McCounaughey (um, does this guy have Irish blood just a wee bit?) is just so cute. I loved his drawl.=D What is it with me, southern men, and wedding movies anyway?

3. Another certified cutie, Heath Ledger, looks stupid with the hairdo in his latest movie. I think the title is The Four Feathers.

2.15.2003

A BELATED V-DAY. Nope, I didn't spend yesterday with a special someone, but nevertheless I enjoyed this year's February the 14th. A friend expressed her gratitude and friendship by giving me a rose, and it was really a great morale booster for me. I think I have appreciated that more over some guy giving me a flower, since I didn't really expect it from her.

I also got a letter from the administration telling me that I was a university scholar. Cool.

And I watched Kayanne, James, and JR's thesis deliberations yesterday. They had one of the most significant studies I have ever heard of in UP architecture, and they really presented it well. They did a comparative analysis of concrete shapes based on select criteria, and eventually came up with a matrix outlining the efficiencies of each shape on a given criteria. Simple, but the process of achieving this matrix was hard. (I kinda had a hard time following their explanation of using the matrix.) They got a good grade, though I really expected a higher grade for all their outputs.

The previous group, Ge, Kats, and Patrick, also did well. Their thesis was a new building method derived from the structural design of vernacular architecture. (in Philippines, an example is the Ifugao house) At least this was what I understood. It was too bad that I didn't really get to see their defense and only got to witness the Q & A portion.

Anyway, watching the groups gave me inspiration for next year's thesis. I'm kinda glad that I don't feel so depressed over the upcoming thesis year anymore. I've wanted to get to the I-want-to-discover-what's-out-there mode ever since the notion that thesis year is just around the corner struck, but so far it just made me feel depressed since I have no idea what I want to pursue.

Now, I feel that there is direction.

Thank goodness.

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A little help also came from reading Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist. What a great book! It inspired me to listen to my heart.

2.08.2003

And I only got to write again after a week.

HANGING OUT. I just felt like typing that.

I'm glad for 4 things:

1. I got to see Armie, Diane, and Michelle yesterday, after a long time. It felt great to see them - like I never left high school! I can't believe we're friends for more than a decade now. I think the stories we shared yesterday span for more than 10 years. Sigh.

2. I got to see Two Weeks' Notice, and I was hardly disappointed, except for this scene that didn't make it in the final cut. It was this scene of Lucy (Sandra Bullock) and her best friend jogging. Lucy's best friend was telling Lucy that she was in love with George (Hugh Grant) and the latter was protesting that she wasn't. The tirade went on and on until the best friend stopped, and Lucy was telling her to continue. (so she could keep on protesting?) Anyway, the scene was just so funny! But anyway, the rest of the movie is, with cleverly written lines that had dry humor in them.
"...You should find a lawyer(?) who could actually(?) write briefs instead of removing yours!" - George Wade's brother to George

3. Someone texted me Monday and said he secretly admires me, and then actually had the guts to introduce himself to me the following morning. The guy was actually nice, and I was extremely flattered, but I wasn't cool enough to handle the situation. I mean, how does one react in times like those? Nevertheless, after a couple more text messages of concern, he must have decided that I wasn't interested. (Or just thought that I was rude by not responding.) He didn't text me back again. Now I don't know whether I should be sad or relieved.

4. We are actually going somewhere in design class. Maam thought that some of our translation guidelines are actually clear enough to be visualized. Yahoo!

I'm sad for 3 things:

1. I'm stumped with trying to add more to our translation guidelines. How do I propose in clear terms a building system that is cheap compared to the ones coming out nowadays? There are cheap and efficient ones but they look so prefab that it looks so...not personalized? Housing nowadays look like cookie cutter cutouts. You get the drift.

2. We had our fifth quiz on structures, and I still didn't get the answer, or at least the procedure leading to the answer. What's wrong? I always study before the quiz, and every quiz I still feel stumped. Actually, I would feel better even if I just got the procedure - at least my thoughts are in the right direction. But no.... I feel bad about this.

3. Valentines is just around the corner, and though I would feel weird with a date I hardly know, (so set-ups and blind dates won't work for me) I wish that Valentines would not be so exploited by lovers and lambast single people like me in the face. (Or its just a feeling?) And I wish I have something exciting to look forward to this coming Valentines, even if its not romantic in nature. Instead, I think I'll face the prospect of spending V-day at my house. Alone. I don't know what my friends are up to. So far, no one I know (at least the single people) is up to anything.